Randomness

Ok so I'm kind of new to this whole blog thing, and most of the time I don't even know what to put down. Usually it's the first thing that comes out of my head and flows from my hands to the screen. Anyway, report cards came out and I did good. 3 A's and a B. My only thing was that my G.P.A didn't go up when it clearly should have because I took honors classes, I mean it's not that much of a big deal but that kind of made me mad. Anyway, I'm ready for the end of high school. I mean I love high school don't get me wrong, its just that, I was new, didn't know anybody, and for some reason I still have a sense that I don't belong anywhere. Most of the people at my school have been going to school with people since kindergarten! I can't compete with that. I don't know, I guess that I just have this urgent sense of belonging. I want to be accepted by people. Not as the smart girl, not as the short girl, or not even as that girl's sister. I want to be known and accepted for being me. I don't even know how I was cast into my younger sister's shadow, but it happened. That's how most people know me, which is pretty sad if you think about it. Anyway I'm giving blood on Wednesday hopefully if my iron isn't too low. I don't think it is anyway. I think it's a good thing for people to give blood. Especially people with o negative blood. They need our blood the most. (I know I'm totally random but I already said I just type the first thing that pops into my head.) So maybe the title of the blog should be random instead of totally just wondering...maybe that's what I will put...